we are sent here as spies. sensors for the universal brain. it pulls us through the curtain of reality and we stand naked and screaming on the stage of the physical universe. while we are here we are given our tasks as we require them. never more than we ask for and unfortunately, usually we don't ask for much. but the universe is patient. it has the site of the stones. that vision of time where centuries are only seconds and lives of men and women as short as the breathes of a scared screaming newborns. this body is only a vehicle to get us to the next stop. a train that we take through space time. it is a short ride for all of us, but at each stop when some step off, others are waiting to step aboard this silver steel reality. on the other side they are free. free from the pain and pleasure of life in a silent world of cool still air. peace and oneness... they crave our chaos as much as we crave their peace. it is that revolving desire that keeps this eternal wheel moving. the grass is always greener... it is all our choice but our physical minds rarely know it. our true being, our deepest soul being, it has complete control. it remembers why we came here. we like to call it destiny or fate but truly it is only us working magic with our heads turned again. a mother leaves and a son returns. it is as easy and painless as we want it to be just like the time we are here. it can be as much or as little as we want it to be. no right, no wrong. no hellos, no good-byes. "the meaning of life is to give life meaning".  peace and eternal memory to you all.